My friend let me down last night. It was just one word. A sentence. But it was enough. He said he couldn’t cope with it all any more and didn’t know what to do. What he was saying was – i need a break –
– WELL i need a break too.
I can’t cope with everything on my own any more. Yes i know there are people around me, but really and truly I am doing this life on my own.
At 8pm my body crashed and i went to sleep and except for a bathroom visit at 3am i slept until 9.
I am tired. Just so damn tired of having to cope with my crappy life all the time.
Today i have leaky eye syndrome and i cannot stop it, but tears are always a good way to wash away crap.
So forgive me if i am not bright and bubbly self just now, it just that i can’t cope and i need a break and i am sooooo TIRED!!!