After suffering through six migraines in the last six weeks, each one increasing in severity, I have decided that something as to change!
Before I moved to this area, that was supposed to be my island of paradise, I had a plan. But since I have been here, the plan keeps hitting bumps in road and falling into potholes and dissolving into fairy dust. However, it is time to go backwards to be able to come forwards again. It is time to look at my original plan and see, which bits might still work and which will not and need to be updated.
I have lost focus on the goal, the goal to save me, to be me – to find me? I wish i could go back to the start of my life, but i cannot, but I have this day to find my lost island of paradise.